So I sing rain, rain go away, come again another day,
When I say it’s okay to give a little hell to pay.
And every single time you make your way into my sheets,
The hours move to minutes, the days turn into weeks.

Qual é a sua lembrança mais antiga?

27 de julio en The Roxy Live Bar ♥

Ask me anything :)

Se você pudesse acordar amanhã sendo outra pessoa, qual seria?

Lucky, el compañero de selda de Ronnie ♥

Ask me anything :)

RjR

Ronald Joseph, I miss you <3

Issues

This is the death of me.
i feel it constantly
just like an enemy
that wants to see me bleed
so i try to be silent while my words they explode like hand grenades
i just gotta stay calm, before i let this time bomb blow up in my face.


these issues pin me to the floor
these issues are my overlord
i feel so dominated
these issues, they choke my like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose


the hounds have helped me cry
thats how they give to me
inject my head with lies, the pains astonashing
like a flick or a stone, slowing crushing my bones, sending me to my grave
and if such a fate this life that i am going insane


these issues pin me to the floor
these issues are my overlord
i feel so dominated
these issues, they choke my like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose
issues
issues, they choke me like a noose

these issues pin me to the floor
these issues are my overlord
i feel so dominated
these issues, they choke my like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose
issues, they choke me like a noose

Massacre

Oh
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
This is a problem
They'll stay with me until I R.I.P.
This is a habit
Just for me for anyone I'll be
Cause I can't stand
Send me to my grave
Bury me alive
I don't deserve this
I don't deserve this place

I've medicated myself again
I feel like it's my only friend
I've torn this world asunder (under)
Inside it's slipping under

This is how I
Everything is breaking away
My heart is breaking
Now my chance is against my faith
So close my casket
Burn in my grave
Bury me alive
I don't deserve this
I don't deserve this place

I've medicated myself again
I feel like it's my only friend
I've torn this world asunder (under)
Inside it's slipping under
(under, under, under, under, under, under)

yeah, yeah
I'm going in
sane
sane, sane sane sane, sane
I'm going in
Oh
sane, sane sane sane, sane
I'm going in
Going in
sane

I've medicated myself again
I feel like it's my only friend
I've torn this world asunder (under)
Inside it's slipping under (Slipping under)

I've medicated
I feel like it's
I've torn this world asunder (under)
Inside it's slipping under (Slipping under)

I'm going insane
I'm going in
I'm going in
sane

Hace 19 años debutaba Oasis

La banda hacía su primera presentación bajo el nombre de Oasis (inicialmente The Rain) el 18 de Agosto de 1991 en el Boardwalk de Manchester …Liam en compañía de Paul McGuigan (bajo), Paul Arthurs (guitarra) Tony McCarroll(batería)…

Noel, que ya sabía del proyecto de su hermano luego de una conversación telefónica con su madre, se hizo presente en el show. Unos meses después, también fué invitado a tocar. A pesar de haberlos criticado, aceptó la invitación, pero solicitando ser el único compositor y líder de la misma, y que todos se comprometerían con el único objetivo de lograr el éxito comercial. Con Noel a la cabeza, la banda creó un sonido basado en la simplicidad: Arthurs y McGuigan estaban condenados a tocar acordes de quintas y bases, McCarroll ritmos básicos y los amplificadores con el volúmen al tope, al punto de sonar distorsionados.

Noel acerca de ese día opinó:… “La banda era una porquería, pero Liam no estaba mal como frontman, ellos tenían una banda sin canciones… y yo canciones sin una banda”

____________________________

Muchos deben conocer la historia malena-oasis, asique sabrán el por qué de esta publicación. Aunque no puedo escuchar sus temas, gracias Oasis, gracias por todo.

La gente no vale la pena. Solo las pocas y fieles amigas. Todos los demás son una pura mentira, son todos iguales. Ya no hay excepciones. Y si las hay, no las conozco. Espero algún día poder volver a confiar en la gente.

I NEED RONALD JOSEPH RADKE

Hoy (26/07/10)

Mi blog "27dejulio.blogspot.com", como lo indica, 27 de julio...

Es mañana... ya llega, ya ya ya!

.Escape♥the♥Fate.

Welcome to the family

Hey kid,
do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been livin'
Life's so wreckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family

Hey, there's somethin' missin'
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family

Not long ago you'd find the answers were so crystal clear
Within a day you'll find yourself livin' in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now ?
Can you look at yourself ?
You can't win this fight !

In a way it seems there's no-one to call, when our thoughts
Are so numb and
Our feelings aren't sure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But, you can't win this fight

Hey, I have to question
What's with the violent aggression
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family

Hey, why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missin'
It's been done, a casualty re-run
Welcome to the family

I try and help you with the things that can't be justified
I need to warn you that there is no way to rest your eyes
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight!

In a way it seems there's no-one to call, when our thoughts
Are so numb and
Our feelings aren't sure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But, you can't win this fight!

We're here for you
And all mankind
I've lost my mind
Psychotic I'm in dimentia
I won't be fine

I see you're escaping, down a road
Cast out
In a world you'll never know
Stand there
Place your weapons by your side
It's a war in the end, we'll surely lose but that's all right
So have you figured it out now ?
So have you figured it out ?

In a way it seems there's no-one to call, when our thoughts
Are so numb and
Our feelings aren't sure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But, you can't win this fight!

Deep inside
Where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited
So step aside
I've lost my

Deep inside
Where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited
So step aside
I've lost my

3 días

Increíble... no puedo parar de acordarme del 10 de Junio, que recién tenía mi entrada... Sinceramente, pensé que iba a pasar mas lento, pero por suerte no. A solo tres días de uno de los mejores días de mi vida... no puedo parar de pensarlo. Escape the fate... en vivo, que increíble. Para colmo, no solo eso. Nightmare (Avenged Sevenfold) también la rompió, se zarpó...

Alrrededor de agosto, llega el nuevo de Escape the Fate... todo junto. Eso, ahora Nightmare, en septiembre My Chem, me sobra la felicidad.

Buried Alive

Careful

Ronald Joseph Radke I love you

el mejor verso, el último:
you may have the war, but you'll never take my crown!

Dios Santo, los días no pasan... ya no se que hacer. Escape The Fate te necesito! :( El día no llega mas... Hace quince días JUSTO que tengo la entrada y parecen meses. Todavía falta mas de un mes y no llega... no llega más.
Escape the fate necesito verlos en vivo :( No aguanto mas esto, es insoportable tachar cada día en el calendario, y tan lento, tan poco... Ya no se que hacer, tampoco caigo... Tengo mi aseguración al recital de Escape The Fate pero creo que hasta que no tenga ante mis ojos a cada uno de ellos no me va a caer la ficha. Cuando mire a Max Green, y le grite "Maxwell, love u" y el me mire y me sonría... no, hasta ese nomento no me va a caer la ficha de que va a ser un rato.. unas pocas horas; pero unas de las horas mas hermosas de mi vida. Necesito ese día, pero como me decía una chica la otra vez... tampoco quiero, se pasa rápido y después a esperar UNA Y OTRA VEZ...
Algo mas para decir? Para hacer? No. Simplemente aguantarme las ganas de gritar desaforadamente para ese día, y pensar... imaginarme ese día. Mas o menos voy a esperar ese día como si fuese el único. Y cuando termine, terminará... pero siempre va a quedar en mi corazón todo lo que haya escuchado y visto ese día. Cada cara, cada mirada, cada palabra, cada canción... Definitivamente creo que en mi vida, va a haber un antes y un después a ese día.

Jimmy "the rev" Sullivan

nigthmare

Nightmare
Now your nightmare comes to life.

Dragged you down below
Down to the devils show
To be his guest forever
Peace of mind is less than never

Hate to twist your mind
But God ain't on your side
An old acquaintance severed
Burn the world your last endeavor

Flesh is burning
You can smell it in the air
Cause men like you have such an easy soul to steal

So stand in line while they ink numbers in your head
Your now a slave until the end of time here

bat country

He who makes a beast out of himself
Gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

I tri-ie-ied to drive all through the night,
The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I-I-I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

I'm sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.


Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
We look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
Don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

I'm sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

I've known it from the start
All these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you, you follow me
I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.

Perfect Weapon

Go!

Awake at night you focus,
On everyone whose hurt you.
Then write a list of targets,
Your violent lack of virtue.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!
Go!

We are breathing while your sleeping,
Go
And leave us alone.
The liars cheating,
Our hearts beating,
Go
And now you're on your own.

Here's to your perfect weapon.
Crack bones with blind agression.
Like birds whose wings are broken,
You live without direction.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!

We are breathing while your sleeping,
Go
And leave us alone.
The liars cheating,
Our hearts beating,
Go
And now you're on your own.

Go!
Go!
Go!
Go!
And now you're on your own!
Go!
Go!
And leave us alone!

We are breathing while your sleeping,
Go
And leave us alone.
The liars cheating,
Our hearts beating,
Go
And now you're on your own.

Escape the fate @ Argentina 2010

Una imagen vale más que mil palabras...

Never fall asleep

Behind the mask

I was the anchor, on a heavy sinking ship
Were sinking faster, I am the only culprit
How did everything go wrong?
I'm trying to make sense of it
I've gotta stay strong, we've gotta stay strong
So don't you dare, walk away, were all here to stay

Remnants left of a time once knew
We can never go back to that place

I'll be your lover, in a room that's full of sins
I'm undercover, I should run but I just can't help it
I'll taste like summer, on a stormy winter night.
You taste like fire, burnin' everything in sight.
Don't you dare walk away, please don't go away

Remnants left of a time once knew
We can never go back to that place
Masks we wear to disguise the truth.
We can never go back to that place
So go, I said I will go.
Masks we wear, and times we've shared.
We can never go back to that place

Dragging dead bodies in blue bags up really long hills

Non fiction don't believe me that chances I have to take
betrayal at its best is always second guessed
Now I am healing the pressure so give me a reason now

It's been so long and I've waited
I've been waiting for so long
don't fight
it's hard to breathe when you're buried alive
you take this place for granted
and you realize it's never enough
I've been waiting so long
this will never end

The reflection of false hope
we kept the secrets in the dark
and the values of our brothers inside
the shadows I can see, see me perfectly
their ratio is ten to 0

It's been so long and I've waited
I've been waiting for so long
don't fight
it's hard to breathe when you're buried alive
you take this place for granted
and you realize it's never enough
I've been waiting so long
this will never end

Oh, we're on top of the world, let's go
we're on top of the world
Oh, we're on top of the world, let's go
we're on top of the world, let's go

It's been so long and I've waited
I've been waiting for so long
don't fight
it's hard to breathe when you're buried alive
you take this place for granted
and you realize it's never enough
I've been waiting so long

Your death is written on paper
my heart is fueled by hatred, fueled by hatred
dragging dead bodies up really steep hills

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

Escape the fate Argentina 2010

I CANT BELIVE... (the drama that i'm in) ♫

Nº 793

Navegar en paz, requiere su tiempo y en la soledad mirar hacia adentro.
Se curan heridas, se encuentra salidas en la oscuridad, en ese momento.
Si se rema más se viaja más lento. Si nada mejora no pasan las horas.
Hace un día o dos que no me levanto, ya no queda voz...Pero queda el canto.
De alguna manera fue larga la espera. Siempre me toca a mí el camino mas largo, yo me hago cargo.

My ronnie radke's favorite phrases

Please stay here tonight, Don't let them find us or we're dead (The Guillotine)

So promise me you won't leave my side (The guillotine)

He had a plan to kill you all along

The evidence was hidden in this song

I was a ghost, I was there at the scene

As the embers rise my hands

Smelled like gasoline (When I go out, I want to go out on a chariot of fire)

Your heart beats under the floor (When I go out, I want to go out on a chariot of fire)

Breathing slowly never worked for me

I cut the throat of betrayal to watch him bleed

A poetic sonnet passion that I scream to the sky

I'm tearing up I feel your love don't leave me behind (The Ransom)

The smell of vanity went away (The ransom)

We traced our veins, we bled for days (The ransom)

You weren't strong enough to say: We have the ransom (The ransom)

I know you'll never change so please just hold on

I know it's hard for you

It's hard to understand betrayal within

There is a fine line between betrayal and your friends (The ransom)

I'm walking on an edge

That's how I stay alive (The webs we weave)

The pills I have to take

It helps me live a lie

And blinds all my mistakes (The webs we weave)

Oh the webs I weave

I am caught in this game

My passions dead

The life I've lead

Has drowned me in vain (The webs we weave)

I am hating the pressure so give me a reason now...

It's been so long, and I'm waiting,

I've been waiting for so long.

Don't fight,

It's hard to breathe when you're buried alive (Dragging dead bodies in blue B)

Oh!, we're on top of the world, let's go,let's go (Dragging dead bodies in blue B)

Your debt is written on paper,

My heart is fueled by hatred, fueled by hatred!

Dragging dead bodies up really steep hills... (Dragging dead bodies in blue B)

As makeup runs down on your cheeks,

You found that you are lost again.

Try to make your way back home,

Found that you're alone (Make up)

Searching for the perfect place for you to lose it all again (Make up)

There's a place that I've found

As far as I can see

This place lies within

The depths of my dreams (My apocalypse)

Never fall asleep

You won't wake up (My apocalypse)

I live too fast, and I know I will lose her

But there is an option, to die is to live in her head

So I'll hang on, never let go

I dug this pain into my chest (Reverse this curse)

One last chance to reverse this curse,

You stole my heart but I had it first.

And now I see you've got something to prove,

And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth (Reverse this curse)

So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love

And to, the girl, that filled, my, dark (Reverse this curse)

Oh my god, I have the remedy for love

I struck the glass and broke the bones inside my fist, but I'm ok

I cannot change you, you'll never change

I never would expect to break this in the end (There's no sympathy for the dead)

What's mine is yours and yours is mine so take me away (There's no sympathy for the dead)

We see the stones falling from the sky on fire

The blinding light beaming from your eyes our desire

Life has died, yet we're still alive and down below

A sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave (There's no sympathy for the dead)

I can't breathe

Wake up from this nightmare that I'm in (There's no sympathy for the dead)

As you're falling down

My heart beats the same

And the tears now

Run down your face (As you're falling down)

If you had class you'd throw down with me

Drown in your fake personality (As you're falling down)

Can you tell me

All the lies that you have said?

So keep on lying

I find less beauty in life then death (As you're falling down)

I know that the blood still stains

And I don't feel the same (As you're falling down)

She can't behave and I'm just a slave

Don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes (Situations)

I know you love to insist and all it takes is a kiss and you just

Love to hate me (Situations)

Honestly that never happened

Lying is your favorite passion

Leave me, go where you belong

Higher heels and lipstick napkins

Dying is your latest fashion (Situations)

Hurtful words,

From my enemies of the last five years,

What's it like to die alone?

How does it feel when tears freeze,

When you cry?

The blood in your veins is twenty below.

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

So for now, take this down a notch,

Crash my car through your window,

Make sure you're still alive,

Just in time to kill you,

I can't take this anymore

I cannot feel what you've done to me

So for now, take this down a notch,

Crash my car through your window (NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR TRUTH IN CLICHE)

Charlie Mcdonnell, you make me laugh!

Funny Ronnie Radke

He might have been drugged

Orange

"el chabon hace 4 años ke no veia la calle y lo primero ke se cruza es con dos fan ppsicopatas ke lo kieren violar"

my apocalypse

There’s a place that I’ve found as far as I can see. This place lies within, the depths of my dreams
In a garden surrounded by fire and trees, through the smoke a silhouette I can barely see. There’s a man with an axe standing in the rain. Looked me straight in the eyes, this is what he had to say; Never fall asleep, ou won’t wake up. Destroy the guillotine before he does. I walk with shadows (you have to find a better way). I walk with shadows (the questions I will never say). Hiding from the gallows (they keep me safe and sound). So I walk with shadows (the ways of burning down this house).

reverse this curse

A withered past and a blurry future, my hearts on an auction, It goes out to the highest bid.
I live to fast, and I know I will lose him, but there is an option; to die is to live in his head. So I'll hang on, never let go. I dug this pain into my chest.
It's dead. One last chance to reverse this curse, you stole my heart but I had it first. And now I see you've got something to prove, and nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.
A deadly wish but it should've come sooner, a corpse in a funeral that I would never attend. There is a light on in the back of this house, but you're not around, to die is to live in her head. So I'll hang on, never let go. I dug this pain into my chest.

Not good enough for truth in cliche

We stay here tonight (don't let them find us or we're dead).
Promise me you won't leave my side (the warmest place to lie my head)
And when the sun comes up we fight (don't let them find us or we're dead)
so promise me you won't leave my side.

situations

Para la que quiera morirse de amor, segundo 50...
I fall in love for a night

Oh my god, I have the remedy for love.
I struck the glass and broke the bones inside my fist, but I'm OK!

Moriría por ver mi expresión cuando

vi la carita de Andy en esta foto.

I've got a secret, it's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs, and I've got to keep it, I know something u don't know.

When it rains

Fue espectacular, con todas las letras.
Correr bajo la lluvia con una remerita de mi*rda, mis vans.. tanto agua se bancó. "Singing like is the last song I will ever sing" (Born for this-Paramore)-. Si, literalmente fue así, pero cantando "when it rains". Nunca disfruté tanto cantar un tema. No se, fue simplemente diferente, y espectacular. Creo que fué la vez que mas emocionada cante este tema. La lluvia, la letra, la música, la desesperación, todo aportó. Fue inesperado, en realidad no sabía que llovía de esa manera. Llegúe empapada (cabeza, mochila, remera, pantalón, zapatillas). Creo que volvería a hacerlo.

[...]And when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore[...]

I can't believe the troubles that you've caused
the pain is getting stronger
like an open wound without the guaze
it's on my brain driving me insane
it's on my mind all of the time
and if it left I would be fine

Descartable

La gente te usa. Si, como si fueses descartable. Pero quién te pensas que sos? Quién te juna?
No se quien se cree que es la gente, si es simplemente igual a mi. Te usan como si fueses un plato descartable, lo usas solamente cuando no tenes los de verdad. Los usas, después los tirás y nunca metes la mano en el tacho para recuperarlos. Y cada vez que no tenes de los "buenos" agarras OTRO descartable para poder sacarte el hambre.
Pero la p*ta madre, quién se cree que es la gente?
Tener una carita linda y ser un amor no te da derecho a usar de esa manera a una persona. No te da derecho a nada en realidad. Que te guste alguien está bien, pero la dignidad vale mucho mas. No se qué se piensa la gente, me parece que estan todos un toque equivocados.

Y de más esta aclarar la palabra "hombres" en este comentario.

Yes, I will see you
Through the smoke and flames
On the frontlines of war
We have to find a better way
And I will stand my ground until the end
Till we conquer them all
We have to find a better way

Because

It's rigth that I should care about you
And try to make you happy when you're blue
it's right, it's right to feel the way I do
because, because I love you

mi sueño seria poder cuidarte,
y hacerte sonreir cuando tu triste estas.
Vida es verdad lo que siento por vos,
because, oh because I love you.
Y no digas que yo no pienso en ti no, no, no
por que esa clase de cosas
tu sabes me hacen sufrir.

Si me besas sere feliz,
justo justito cuando este junto a ti.
Dame, me das la chance de estar contigo si,
por que, por que tanto te amo a ti.
Because, oh because I love you

Y no digas que, yo no pienso en ti no, no, no
por que esa clase de cosas
tu sabes me hacen sufrir.

todo esto suena a tragedia

Horas, minutos y segundos; están contados.
No es para tragedias tampoco, pero es raro.
Parece que fue hace 1 semana que estabamos brindando por la llegada del 2010!
No puedo creer que toda la rutina empiece otra vez. A la hora que antes me acostaba, ahora me voy a estar levantando.
Otra vez se viene el mismo ciclo interminable; el de levantarme a las 6.30, salir rajando, llegar, estar de buen humor hasta que les ves las caras a esas personas que te hacen llevarle la contra a la paja que tenes diariamente.
La de acostarse temprano, esa es la peor u.u
La de TENER que dejar la pc, pero que nunca se cumple.
La de no tener tiempo para hacer UNA MIERDA.
De todos modos, cuanto mas rápido empiezo, mas rápido termino. Asique a levantarse y a poner la mejor cara ante los hechos.
La de tener a algunas de mis amigas ahí, a la mañana, para sacarse mutuamente una sonrisa a pesar de todo. Esa es la más importante.
En fin, todo esto suena a tragedia pura.

Instead,
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.

So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love,
And to, the boy, that filled my heart.
Last night I had the weirdest dream,
That you and I drove up the darkest streets,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kiss that died.

Waking up I see that everything is ok.The first time in my life and now it's so great. Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed. I think about the little things that make life great. I wouldn't change a thing about it, this is the best feeling.

Hace como 3 dias que no subo nada. Estoy ciclotimica ultimamente, feliz, triste, emocionada, sorprendida. No se sinceramente, es raro.

S i n P a l a b r a s .

siempre quise saber que se siente ahogarte en tu propio llanto.

y es literal.

the girl on the dirty shirt

Que bien que me hace el solo hecho de cantar una canción elevando las manos hacia arriba, como si fuese a abrazar al mundo, y cantar con orgullo cada verso del tema. Abrazar el aire cantando "You got a feeling lost inside, It just won't let you go". Después agarrarme la cabeza y cantar los coros que hace Noel de "Just won't let you go".

Esa cancion es simplemente Espectacular!

how many special people change?

Felicidad. si, de eso se trata. Ultimamente una y otra vez;
Cuando algo te domina. si, ese es el problema. Cuando tus sentimientos te dominan.
Llegué a la conclusión de que cuando algo/alguien que te gusta, te hace mal... es el momento en el que las cosas dejan de funcionar como deberían.
Dejarlo y olvidarlo es la unica solución.
No se puede vivir toda la vida dependiendo de alguien. Cuando sentí que algo me dominaba y no podía controlar mi vida, pensé; "si uno no puede controalrse a sí mismo, no puede controlar nada." De hecho, es un ciclo que nunca termina si uno mismo no le pone fin.
Sin embargo, hay una diferencia muy grande en dejar algo por la fuerza, que dejarlo porque realmente sentis que debes hacerlo. Cuando uno deja algo por presión, simplemente se siente inutil, devastado, sin motivos por cuales luchar. Es por eso que, hace ya tiempo, decidi (por medito propio) olvidar.
Gracias a Dios no fue una obligación, es mas... nunca me lo propuse literalmente. Siempre quise hacerlo, pero nunca lo quise concretar.
Como digo siempre, estoy de la mano de la música. Otra vez, le tengo que agradecer.
Que sería de mi sin la música? Sinceramente, es la unica cosa de la que me gusta "depender".

But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah!

all around the world

mi fiel amiga, la música; Me hace sonreir a tal punto que no puedo cantar. Me ponés de buen humor, me ponés feliz. Me haces sentir lo bueno que es estar vivo.

Mejores amigas, tengo 3 que, obviamente, lo saben.

Music, you're there.

Una canción que me haga sonreir?

It's a bit early in the midnight hour for me
To go through all the things that I want to be
I don't believe in everything I see
Y'know I'm blind so why d'you disagree

So take me away cos I just don't want to stay
And the lies you make me say
Are getting deeper every day
These are crazy days but they make me shine
Time keeps rolling by

All around the world, you've got to spread the word
Tell them what you've heard
We're gonna make a better day
All around the world, you've got to spread the word
Tell them what you've heard
You know it's gonna be o.k.

So what you gonna do when the walls come falling down?
You never move you never make a sound
So where you gonna swim with the riches that you found?
If you're lost at sea I hope that you've drowned

happy !

What, you askin' me if I'm happy? Listen, I've got eighty seven million pounds in the bank. I've got a Rolls Royce. I've got three stalkers. I'm about to go on the board at Manchester City. I'm part of the greatest band in the world. Am I happy with that? No I'm not! I want more!

hoy. me siento... rara. Quizá confundida. Ni bien, ni mal.
Confundida es la palabra. Extraña.
¿Qué hacer? No lo se.
Cantar?
Dormir?
Pensar, quizá?
Tengo ganas de escribir.
Escuchar música y escribir es lo que necesito, pero tampoco tengo temas... no. Ya no hay.

Que linda canción.

[...] Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me? [...]

Necesito escribir, necesito expresarme, necesito opinar, necesito hablar, necesito cantar, gritar, romper todo.

whatever's first version

Noel, I beseech you to stay.

"Don't go away, say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life"

Stop crying your heart out

Otra vez lamento mi inasistencia el 3 de mayo.
El otro día, escuchando Stop crying your heart out, le encontré otro sentido a la letra... Un sentido que para mi significa mucho mas que el real.
El último estribillo de la canción, Noel cambia algunas palabras. Esas palabras terminan diciendo que las estrellas sobre las que habla la canción, son ellos. Entonces, el ultimo estribillo, queda así:

We're all of the stars, (Todos nosotros somos las estrellas)
We're fading away. (Nos estamos desvaneciendo)
Just try not to worry, (Solo trata de no preocuparte)
You'll see us someday. (Nos veras algun dia)
Just take what you need, (Solo toma lo que necesites)
And be on your way and (Y se como tu eres)
Stop crying your heart out. (Deja de hacer llorar a tu corazón)

Cada vez que suena esa parte me hace creer que Liam me esta cantando a mi que ellos son las estrellas que se estan desvaneciendo... Pero me pide que no me preocupe porque algún dia los voy a ver. También dice que sea yo misma y que deje de hacer llorar a mi corazón.
Toda esta lamentación me hace creer que ese tema me eligió, y a pesar de que fue escrita en 2002, me hace sentir que me habla a mi, en este momento.

 
                        so beautiful

Hoy, estoy felíz. No se por que pero tengo la buena necesidad de decirlo. Soy felíz.
Me encantan esos días en los que nadie ni nada te paran. Nada. La música me ayuda cada día mas y cada segundo que la escucho soy un segundo mas felíz. Con la ayuda de este escudo de notas musicales tengo la seguridad de que nadie me toca, nadie me hiere, nada negativo puede acercarse.
Simplemente lo escribo para que cuando este escudo se me caiga (espero que no sea así), tenga un recuerdo de cuan felíz pude llegar a ser gracias a 3 instrumentos y una voz. Para que cuando ese escudo se caiga tenga algo que me pueda probar que no cualquier cosa ni persona puede darse el gusto de verme mal.

Some might say

Some might say that sunshine follows thunder
Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine
Some might say that we should never ponder
On our thoughts today cos they will sway over time
Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day

Cos I've been standing at the station
In need of education in the rain
You made no preparation for my reputation once again
The sink is full of fishes
She's got dirty dishes on the brain
It was overflowing gently but it's all elementary my friend

Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well

Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day

Cos I've been standing at the station
In need of education in the rain
You made no preparation for my reputation once again
The sink is full of fishes
Cos she's got dirty dishes on the brain
And my dog's been itchin'
Itchin' in the kitchen once again

There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how